This is were I write....

survey

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 00:03:37 GMT

01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I used to or do see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child. [only]
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I have gauged ears.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write.
09. I can't live without lipgloss/chapstick.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I've had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation.
17. I love the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I've tried writing poetry before
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I'm not a fan of rap.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I don't like girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. I love AF.
27. I have kissed someone who's name starts with an "M".
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. My room is painted a color other than white.
32. I cry very easily.
33. I'm always late.
34. I barely ever study for tests.
35. My birthday is my favorite holiday.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I am a morning person.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I think that its perfectly ok to be gay.
41. No one REALLY knows me.
42. I don't have many bad hair days.
43. I sometimes? fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm a hopeless romantic.
47. I feel empty sometimes.
48. I am/was most likely clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am no longer depressed.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure.
53. I've been told I'm very softspoken.
54. I'm a virgin.
56. I love the color yellow.
56. I like guys that play the guitar/bass...
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I have absolutely no self-confidence. [only some]
60. I've contemplated suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I like John Mayer...
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person.
66. I'm a vegetarian or a vegan.
67. I have thought a teacher was cute before.
68. I am too forgiving.
69. I bite my nails sometimes.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
72. I've played a musical instrument for over 5 years.
73. I can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts.
79. I love it when people say they hate Bush because he is a moron.
80. I hate Bush.
80. I don't give a crap.
81. I don't take criticism well.
82. Conformity is
83. Chris Carrabba rocks!
84. So is Conor from Bright Eyes.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I play the guitar/bass.
90. I'm probably going to/already have had/will soon have premarital sex.
91. I have had mono.
92. I am religious.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I am ridiculously indecisive.
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. I love music.
97. I'm in love.
98. I have problems letting go of people.
99. Jesse Lacey writes some of the most amazing lyrics ever.
100. I don't really like ice cream.
101. I have freckles.
102. My birthday is in December.
103. Brody Dalle is pretty.
104. I like older guys.
105. I've gotten in numerous fights, and have won all of them.
106. I get bored very easily.
107. My parents arent together.
108. I don't even know what my natural hair color is anymore. :P
109. I get really anxious in big crowds of unfamiliar people.
110. I love Ryan Cabrera
111. I have a friend/boyfriend/girlfriend I couldnt live without.
112. I miss the person that means the most to me.
113. I have braces.
114. My family doesn't accept me for who I am.
115. I have a really boring cell phone.

i leave till july 28

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 07:09:58 GMT

hey people ahh i leave tomrrow! im kinda scared i dont like planes they like totally freak me out! ah just the thought that i have to go on one makes me wanna crryy! this is horribleee! im a total wimp especially planes ah! well w/e i guess i'll get over that but i..ahhhhhh! i just hate this..well today had to be one of the best summer days yet..well around 2 me and shelby went to dolphin cuz i was supposed to do my nails but that didnt work out so w/e we walked around and did nothing until my dad came to give me money so yea then we walked around for liike 952743 hours and then mely came woooooo! so w/e then we went shopping cuz i got money from my father..well i got 2 shirts and CONVERSES! ahh i love them..their so hawt!..haha well w/e then we just shopped more and then kristiny my lover came and we shoopeed more and then we went to go eat at dave n busters !wooo! that was fun well w/e after that mel left and then i took kristine and shelby home and then went home..then i've been placing my clothes aside and stuff that im gonna take so my mom can pack my bags..soo thats it comment and im leaving tomrrow thats so sad! be back july 28! i lover you all! tomrrow is gonna be super fun! ahh! it has too peace out

♥jess

i dont wanna leave nemore

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 14:35:26 GMT

heyyy! well lets see this week has just started but w/e its going by pretty fast! i leave on saturday! ahh all of a sudden im not so excited and i dont think i want to leave nemore!! i wanna stay here with my mom and my sister and my friends! ahh! w/e once im their i'll have fun and forget about miami life..lol..well yesterday i pretty much did nothing and today ahh its 10:30 and im awake! its amazing..well i just woke up cuz i have to do laundry and stuff cuz i wanna go skating wit my friends today! ahh might be the last time i see them like in 2 weeks! ahh! thats horribleee! lol..well yay tomrrows shopping shopping shopping! new clothes new shoes and best of all new digital camera ! ahh cant wait! i say "ahh" alot now lately if u ppl havent noticed ..lol..well on sat i'll be in ecuador but im gonna like call my friends from over their cuz i cant live like this!i have to talk to them every day ! its a must ..lol..well im hoping this week before i leave is fun and stuff..well thats basically it..i guess i'll update somtime this week or when i come back JULY 28!! yay! well thats it lovee youuu!! comment byee

♥Jess

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 21:40:54 GMT

hey ppl well lately their hasnt been anything exciting well last weekend i went to biminy which was really fun..then this week was w/e one day shelby and gaby came over and w/e we just hung out and did nothing then thats it..well yesterday i went to krisitne house for a ghetty it was pretty fun just liek the old days the four BFf's together..lol..it was fun except for the fact i couldnt sleep over!!..well thats it..i have nothing else to say love ya leave a comment byeee

♥ Jess

la la la la la

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 02:31:19 GMT

heyylloO!..well ok today wasnt thaat boring actually!..well i woke up around 12:45 cuz gaby called me..well then i called jessy i back and talked to her for a while..so then blah blah the morning was boring so then i went with my mother to get a haircut and waited in the car the whole damn time with my sister which i wanted to kill myself cuz that gurl cant stay still but w/e wen i got home i got ready and then went to dolphin with gaby..we watched mr.and mrs.smith i thought it was good..i thought it was gonna be one of those stupid boring action movied but i acutally liked it..well after that we just walked around for a little bit and then my dad got their and gaby left but then my father told me to go to the returant their and order him dinner!..OMG!..i had to sit their for about 20 min and wait! it was soo annoying but w/e i called mel and i talked to her while i waited for the damn food to cook and then i went home..well then i went to walgreens and bought gel!!..wow how i needed gel!..i went to the mall today WITHOUT GEL!..wow that was hard for me to do..it actually didnt get puffy on me!!..for like once in my life!..well yep thats it..the rest of this week is gonna be pretty boring but w/e on sunday i might go to kristinys apartment at the beach with the rest of the other ppl..well thats it i'll update some other time!..17 days till ecuador!!.well comment love ya byeee

<33 jess

blahh

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 00:35:42 GMT

hey
today pretty much sucked
love ya
bye
<33 jess

lalalalalalalalala......

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 06:48:34 GMT

hey people...well summers been just blah lately its gotten better than before because i no longer have to take care of my sister so now i can actually do stuff..well last week i just went with mel to the falls and we saw the perfect man..that movie was soo cuties!!..well w/e we went to all the stores and stuff so that day wasnt bad at all..well then the rest of the week was basically waking up at 4 and doing nothing till my mom got home and then i would just annoy her..and then i would be on the fone with steffy till like 5 and then sleep and then do the same damn thing agian..i can wait till i go to ecaudor!..finally i'll get out of here!..ecuadors better than nothing..so w/e yay i get to go like on a majoy shopping spreee..wohoo cant wait...well hm..this weeks probably gonna suck ass cuz theirs nothing to do and like i have abnormal sleeping..like i sleep during the day and im awake at night like last night i like saw the sky turn into day i was like ay mama..well its cuz me and shelby were having a very exciting conversation and it kept me awake!..well yea yesterday ricky had a ghetty also and my mom didnt let me go!..at first i really didnt wanna go and i told her to say no so my friends could here it but then i really wanted to go but she told me no for real wut a bitch!..lol..well w/e i got over that well mel came back from biminy today so yay! this weekend better be exciing cuz i have this weekend and next weekend and then i leavee..well thats it i love u ppl..comment! <33 ya

<33 Jess

BLAH!

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 04:11:13 GMT

hey people...well todays been pretty sucky!..i havent done nething and im just feeling blah cuz im so bored..i hate this!..well thats it i have nothing else to say besides the fact that tonight sucked ass!..well i love u all comment

<3333333333 JeSs

summer is the most boring thing ever!!!

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 00:30:47 GMT

hey people well..yea todays been pretty boring as usual nothing to do..just woke up and did nothing..summer really suks!..ahh!.i hate it..well w/e this weekend wasnt that bad though on friday i was soo bored and i didnt do nething and then on saturday i went to dolphin and then on sunday went to rickys house for a while..soo w/e it was better then being home..ahh the weeks here meaning omg boredism!!..i hate this so much but w.e oo yea SHELBY CAME BACK YESTERDAY!that stupid hoe..lmao..j.k well w/e thats it ttyl <3 ya bye comment

<3 Jessica

not that bad ! summer sucks!

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 02:10:27 GMT

hey ppl...well yesterday and today havent been as boring as the rest of them week..well yesterday i went to some show thing wit gaby ricky tony and kristine...w/e it was ok it was just like w/e..i guess we had fun..well w/e today i just stayed home and didnt so nething it was just a stay home and do nothing day just like the rest of this frikin summer well w/e i didnt go out today!.ahh damn it!.but w/e hopefully i can go out tomrrow!..but like thiers nothing to do nething..its either like movies of ice skating and i dont want to do ne of those so w/e dont kno wut im gonna do tomrrow and on sunday rickys having a ghetty so w/e im just gonna go their..well thats it gonna go talk to you later peace out hoes bye! <3 ya

x3 Jessica

just shoot me

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 22:00:30 GMT

wow..like for real..summer cant get any worse..omg i hate summer so much..its been sucking soo bad!..omg today has had to been one of the worst days yet..their has been like nothing to do..i spend my days online doing nething..u do not understand how boring the internet is at this point..their nothing to do online..and omg this myspace thing..wow its gettin so boring yet im on it all day long..omg like i hvae nothing to do at all summer sucks i hate it so much..!ahh!! like me and ale have been so bored that we've talk to each toher so much we ran out of things to talk about!..now thats sad already!..lmao..well w/e this weekend omg if i have to stay home im literally gonna freak!.i cant stand to be home nemore so this weeekend wow..i better not see my house..well comment ppl it might entertain me for the few seconds it take me to read..psst..thats better tehn nothinng..so w/e comment love ya ppl

x3 Jessica

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 03:33:12 GMT

SUMMERS SO BORING!

x3 Jessica

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 21:04:56 GMT

hey ppl..omg summer is so friking boring!..their like nothing to so im always stuck at home all day like i dont leave me house all week untill the weekend and this weekend totally suked ass and i didnt do nething i stayed home!..ahh!..last week wasnt that bad like the last two day cuz jessy i came over and entertained me!.well now she got a stomach virus AH! that stupid whore.=)..j.k i love u jessica!..well now i dont think shes gonna come over this week unless she gets bettter which she BEETTER!!..lol..and shes leaving on friday so next week wow total boredism..i could always ride bike to ales but i have to take care of my sister till june 15 or 20 or somthing like that till she starts daycare..so i cant just like ride bike to ales..and like next week wen my sister starts daycare i think ale start volunterring!!.omg! so that leaves kristine i have no idea wut that gurls up to..mabey she'll be home ye yuh!..well w/e thats it summer suks and i hate it so much i leave to ecuador in 39 days wohoo!!..i find it very fun ovr their!..yay oo yea and shelbys in spain shes comes back on sunday! woot woot i could always just bother her wen i get bored..lol..bye ppl..<3 ya comment

x3 jessica

wuddup hoes?!

Thu, 19 May 2005 01:09:51 GMT

HEYYY!! ppl..well wuts up!?..im here bored at home nothing to doo..woohooo..tomrrow the last day of like real school!!..cuz like next week is just finals but w/e this week has been total bordism..classes have been like quiet work!..I HATE QUIET WORK..well i hate class work period..lol..well yea schools suked lately omg i dont want to take finals its so much friking stuff to learn and i ahh i cant handle to learn all this crap!..but i HAVE to do good cuz if not my grades go down and if they go down i'll be grounded for LIFE!!..FOR LIFE!!..lol..since like i failed all my midterms..that dosent help my grades that are barely presentable to my mother..so w/e yea..soo summers almost here..6 days of school left woot woot!!..well including finals and stuff 6 days..so yea im here doing stupid reviews for finals..their all so long and i have to do them all cuz their either for a grade or extra point(which i'll need..lol) or like its part of the midterm..so w/e their all frikin long and i HATE THEM!!..CANT WAIT TILL SUMMER!!..i <3 summer..even though its gonna be flippin boring AH!..i'll have to make this summer the shit..lol..some how i will..cant stay home like last summer which really suked na revolved around waking up at 5pm and doing NOTHING!..well i think its time to get back to my reviews..o yea and i mite go to biminy wit mel next weekends for memorial day weekends..if my mom lets me..which she better!!..lol..well if she does let me go it'll be awesome..cuz MELS ROKS!!..as she would say shes a cool cat..lol..well peace out!..<33 ya COMMENT!

<33 JeSs

Thu, 12 May 2005 22:24:58 GMT

heeey people..wuts up,..wow i havent updated this thing in quite a while..lol..well lets see..everythings been good lately..i guess..lol..so today were cheerleading tryouts and shelby made first cuts!!..woohoo..o yea and i never updated last week to also mel made the varisty dance timee!!woohoo..well thats basically it schools been w/e same crap finals are coming up.!! ahh..=( i have to study for those cuz i didnt do really good in midterms soo yea..well g2g..comment

<33 JeSs

yoo...

Sun, 01 May 2005 22:21:21 GMT

well hey people..well today has been pretty much blahhh..theirs been likee nothing to do but w/e..i woke up cuz mel called me so i was just talking to her for a while and yea..then i got online and did nothing..todays been quite boring..well tomrrows kristines birthday!!!!...woohooo!!...she turning 15!!!...well thats basically it..peace out..

<33 Jess

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 04:27:05 GMT

heeyy people new journal..well this journal is gonna be a more personal one than my last one so im gonna make it friends only..its cuz i was talking to mel today and she was saying how writting things its better that just keeping them to urself so i thought i'd just start an LJ were i would write w.e i felt like it unlike my other one so comment to be added..and i'll still updaate on my other LJ..soo buh byee!...o yea and my firends only sign is a little blury cuz it came out small and i didnt kno how to save it big so w.e i'll try to figure out later..well buh byee

<33 Jess

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 04:23:05 GMT